Tuesday, April 04, 2006

for my clients teehee

Tulog Na
Sugarfree

Tulog na mahal ko
Hayaan na muna natin ang mundong ito
'lika na tulog na tayo
Tulog na mahal ko`wag kang lumuha malambot ang iyong kama saka na mamrublema

Tulog na hayaan na muna natin sila
Mamaya hindi ka na nila kaya pang saktan
Matulog, tulog ka na

Tulog na mahal konandito lang akong bahala sa iyo
Sige na tulog na muna
Tulog na mahal ko at bukas ngingiti ka sa wakas at sabay harapin ang mundo

Tulog na hayaan na muna natin sila
Mamaya hindi ka na nila kaya pang saktan
Matulog, tulog ka na

Monday, April 03, 2006

Missing him

Is it right not wanting to feel you miss somebody? Coz missing somebody so much hurts. There's an ache in your chest, a lump in your throat and tears that well up in your eyes *sigh* (I really feel like crying now).

I wish him not to make me miss him.

As it is, I long for his attention, his presence, him... But it's not possible now. He has a lot of things to do. For his present and future. For his dreams to come true. And i don't I'll ever forgive myself if I let myself come between him and his dreams. Or anybody's dreams, for that matter.

But then... just don't let me miss him.

Hope I won't get to hear from him, his voice or see him for snatched moments until the day he can give me that undivided attention. I may feel alone but at least I'm doing this for him. He may feel alone but I'm just doing what I think is the best way I can cope. Selfish? Unthoughtful? Not caring enough? I don't know...

Just please, don't make me miss him.